At The Edge
Not every blessing starts with a miracle or comes in the wrap you expect, or works out the way you think it ought to. Oftentimes, it comes as a test or trial!!! The whole point of the wait is for us to be refined and to prove the devil wrong. Yes, it's not easy but it's possible with the help of God. And when you don't understand, the best thing for you to do is to pray. Just pray! Perhaps prayer is a frustrating answer to give, but it's the best answer there is. What else are you to do? Complain? Be bitter? God hates murmuring, and when we murmur, we limit God’s power. The devil knows that, so he puts situations/ conversations our way that trigger us and leads us to the point of complaint & bitterness. All of a sudden we are at the edge! Oh, the edge! Where all reason is lost and hope seems nowhere to be found and holding on…. Just holding on, seems pointless, fruitless, painful, frustrating, lonely, and tiresome. All you want to do is to let go, cry, roll up in a